Outside Looking In Neal Morse

Here I am more or less a man
Second rate, the last in line
One of life's little twists of fate
But here I stand
The unaccepted man (Neh 1:9)
At the temple gate...

Sometimes I sit and wonder why
I was born
When everything that I touch
Seems to turn out wrong
Though I'm a mistake
There must be a place I belong

But I'm outside looking in (Luke 15:14)
(Life looks so easy, they all seem so happy)
Yes, I'm outside looking in
(And everyone's pretty but I feel so ugly)
I'm all alone without a friend
'Cause I'm outside looking in

The plan was laid
I guess I was made this way (Psa 51:5)
I've tried before
But I just can't seem to change
Still my heart longs to belong
I wish there was a way