Popular Monster Halocene (Ft. Lauren Babic)

[Intro: Addie Nicole]
Yeah

[Verse 1: Addie Nicole]
I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze
I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway
Everybody tries to tell me that I'm goin' through a phase
I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah
I battle with depression, but the question still remains
Is this post-traumatic stressin' or am I suppressin' rage?
And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
Yeah, it's not a fuckin' phase, I just wanna feel okay

[Pre-Chorus: Addie Nicole]
Okay, yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day
And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
It obliterates me, disintegrates mе, annihilates me

[Chorus: Addie Nicole]
'Cause I'm about to brеak down
I'm searchin' for a way out (way out)
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster
I break down
Falling into love now
With falling apart
I'm a popular, popular monster