Worried Youth Fountain

[Verse 1]
Am I afraid?
They say I look lonely, a permanent face painted on me
Always struggling in my decay (Decay, decay)
So, did I do something wrong or was it all my fault
That I’ve been put down all my life, and lost all hope?
Don’t tell me again how these hardships we face are all for the best
It has to be this way

[Pre-Chorus]
I woke up from a dream
I’m never where I want to be
When I look in the mirror I’m not proud of what I see
Could never find any comfort in my own skin
Standing on this ledge with all my selfish intentions

[Chorus]
I’m so sick of feeling my heart beat
Contentment comes with a sacrifice I’m not willing to make
'Cause there’s this part of me that hates to feel me smiling
Am I too far gone?
With all the self-doubt, I’m just so worried
I'm just so worried (I'm worried)

[Verse 2]
Are you listening to my words?
Am I wasting air? (Am I wasting air?)
It’s not as simple as you made it out to be
I panic and panic, poor melancholy me