Bored Cruel Youth

[Verse 1]
Today's the day I kill my heart
I watch my bones betray me
I said "I do" instead of "I'm done"
Your touch, your taste, it chains me

[Pre-Chorus]
Diamond rivers flow
I could drown in a champagne ocean
But I just turn to stone
When you hold me I feel frozen

[Chorus]
Every time it rains I'm so happy I could cry
Every time you bring flowers I just wanna die
Wanna be destroyed, wanna be ignored
I just need to crash and burn it all
When everything is perfect I'm bored

[Verse 2]
I need a stranger's kiss in the dark
Work hard and take advantage
Chase me, erase me, lеaving a mark
I dream of dirty damage

[Pre-Chorus]
Diamond rivers flow
I could drown in a champagnе ocean
But I just turn to stone
When you hold me I feel frozen