Why am i so paranoid? ​ilyaugust

[Chorus]
I think I'm scared of my own head
I'm scared of the lies
I said I'm scared and you're upset
I can see it in your eyes
It's okay for the moment
Because I'm wearing a disguise
I got so much to live for hopefully I don't die
Baby I've been paranoid
'Cause I don't know what you got comin'
I've been paranoid
I think I might just give up and let my soul-


[Instrumental Break]


[Verse]
Losin' sleep I don't know why you want my heart
And I'll give it up 'cause I'm at my lowest
So pick it up, I can put it down
You got a single tear
Oh no the time is now
I think it is my year
It's time to grind it out
All these drugs on me can't fit inside my dresser
Honestly I'm just the bеst here
Got a lot of Hennеy can't miss her
Smoke [?] out of my lungs
Might take a second for my breath to catch up
Yeah we had our fun
Can't put you under any pressure
Fallin', money counter broken so I think it's time to fall
Oh I can tell your fake, [?]
Gotta read between the lines, what you say?
It's me and I against myself
I'm fightin' my own head