Nothing Really Matters Now Qaayel

Right when you think this can't get any worse
When you come to realize It's a gift and a curse you've been given
And In a blink of an eye you regret
Everything that you left undone at your end
And kept living, yeah you kept living

And If I get to let It all out
I'll be fine they said
I keep on rhyming things I don't mean
I keep on fighting all of my fears
I keep on rhyming and rhyming
And If I get to let It all out
I'll be fine they said
I keep on rhyming things I don't mean
I keep on fighting all of my fears
I keep on rhyming and rhyming

I've been feeling goddamn down
I couldn't dry my tears alone
Does It really matter now?
Some shit I've done three years ago
Believe me now I'm a changed man
I outran my fears and losses
Left them In the upside down
'cause nothing really matters now