Tell Me Skits (AUS) (Ft. Shiloh Dynasty)

[HOOK (Shiloh Dynasty)]
Tell me why I'm waiting
For someone
That couldn’t give a fuck about me
Tell me why I'm waiting
For someone
That couldn't give a fuck about me

[VERSE 1]
I’m in a lot of pain, but it don't hurt
I'm numb to the brain, yeah it won't work
Pouring gasoline in the shape of your name, but it won't burn
Sparking up a J, numb the pain, then it's over
Cos I think of you, do you think about me?
When I think of you, yeah I'm drinking, drowsy
When I think of it, you couldn't live without me
So why you gotta make me think this shit about me?
Mentally abusive, you’re a devil in disguise
Go and tell me truth and I’ll believe all the lies
What could I do? You had me love drunk and hate high
I spread positivity but now I fucking hate life
Forget the days spent in ecstasy
Don't know how I’m coping without you next to me
So I'm praying I can just text at three
Tell you that I love you before I take my last breath to be
Built you up, now you lie to me with a straight face
Broke me down, now we're stuck in the same place
Illest with the pen, but now I'm stuck on a blank page
Leaving you for good, cos it’s time for a blank slate
Suicidal thoughts is all you ever gave me
You said you loved me, but I knew you always hate me
Now I'm flipping shit, you got me acting crazy
All that I done for you and you never even thank me
You always knew how to break me