Double Negative Unto Others

[Verse 1]
Born to die, dead inside
I suffer through the hopeless hours and I can't reason why
Ice cold air, dark despair
Another year has passed me by and I just don't care

[Chorus]
What if I could die?
Would you be alright?
Would you suffer here without me?
Give me some time and I'll be fine
I don't want to die, but I'm going to try
'Cause I'm getting tired of counting hours

[Verse 2]
Death and pain
I missed the vein
And I just can't seem to get it right
I've got to try again
No love for me
No fantasy
Indifferent to your way of life
No difference to me

[Chorus]
What if I could die?
Would you be alright?
Would you suffer here without me?
Give me some time and I'll be fine
I don't want to die, but I'm going to try
'Cause I'm getting tired of living, oh-oh