​i think i want 2 be different (i have 2 be okay!) June Henry

Are my edges too rough around?
Voice way too tough to sound-
Anything like anyone that you'd like?

Still in the in-between
But I wanna be something
Condense me down to a being called pretty

I'm spending from my accounts
I've seen copious amounts
I'm feeling the shame
From outside of the house
That I felt when I was fifteen
And trying to be something
That I became way too well

I can shift shape into oblivion
'Til I'm hardly even a person
I've embraced the void that I live in
But it's okay to want something differеnt

I have to be okay
I want to be diffеrent
I think I want to be different
I think I want to be different
I have to be okay
I want something different
It's okay to want something different