No Mercy MJ Lenderman

My brother, my child
My lover, my friend
There's a knot in my stomach
Being pulled on both ends
To hear of your leaving
Has disturbed me greatly

If you go
I'm a window shattered into silence
Let through starless darkness
A home for the wind
I will sleep alone, eat my meals alone
Brush my hair alone, watch the TV alone
Take my baths alone, take my pills alone
Never ends alone
Never ends when you're alonе

To say that I love you
Is more than the truth
It is thе drywall under my roof
If you go, if you have to
If you have to
Don't wanna see you
Don't wanna see you
Don't wanna see you
Don't wanna see you again
Don't wanna see you
Don't wanna see you again