Changes Call Me Karizma

[Chorus]
If I was to say I am to blame
For all of the sadness and all of the pain
Would you listen and grant me forgiveness?
If I was to claim that I have changed
And prove to the world in all of the ways
That I'm different, would it make a difference?

[Verse 1]
I started writing songs because I saw some videos on MTV
Eminem and MCR were on my screen
Ten years old and had a dream
Mom and Dad were sad to see I gradually
Was running from the path that they handed me
A fantasy, "You'll never be a superstar
Morgan, don't change who you are"
But I was fucking sеlfish so I bit the hand and chewed too far
By thе time 2009 had came and gone
I saw the signs of all the demons in my mind
A freshman starting senior high
I sat in class and realized I'll never be that perfect son
Never wear a business suit and hate my day 'til work is done
I've made some shitty choices
But now changing is what I'm working on
I tried to be two guys at once but now it's time to murder one