Penny Party Senses Fail

[?] myself, daughter or my wife
I have to face each day alone
But I guess I won't think twice

And why do I romanticize the things I cannot have
Guess I don't know what I really want
I guess I never really been that bad

My head is breaking and the world is crashing in
I never thought the end would ever get here again
[?] patience and I'm doing my best
What happened to [?]

[Chorus]
Out there in the [?] we all come undone
Never thought that I would be afraid to let you in
It's all that I can say if I'm not ready
To sift through all the pieces you tore apart of me

[?] nothing to myself
There's not much emptiness in the universe, [?]
How can I be [?] to [?] my mind
When I'm supposed to be teaching my daughter
The alphabet and words that rhyme

My head is breaking and the world is crashing in
I never thought the end would ever get here again