​i’m a ghost but it hurts (Remix) Rxseboy (Ft. Cavasoul)

[Chorus: Rxseboy & cavasoul]
Yeah, listen close to my words, yeah
I'm a ghost but it hurts, yeah
I got thrown to the curb, uh
All alone, it's a curse, yeah
Put my soul in a verse, woah
They don't know how it works, yeah
I've been searching for a new life
See the stepping stones in the dirt? Yeah
I want everyone to love me
I want everyone to trust me
Not gonna happen
I think about this every day
And dream about it every night
What am I lacking?
Conversations in the mirror
No one there up in the rear view
Driving alone
Got no music playing when I'm steering
Hope you like it when you hear it


[Verse: cavasoul]
Yeah
Why don’t you let me leave? I need some peace
Got a weight that’s on top of me
Am I numb or depressed as my feelings suggest?
Feel like nobody wanted me
I can't eat but I'm hungry, my body is numbing
Don't know what keeps stopping me
I'm finished
I tried fixing a problem, I'm sticking to running
Anxiety coursing right through me
This shit don't happen like shit in the movies
Should've expected to keep me protected
I had faith in an ending that's happy
Starting to notice that often don't happen
Tired of fighting the feelings I have in my body
Then saying I'm good when I'm asked
The truth is I'm upping my dosage
I smoke every day to feel okay and put on a mask
I wanted a love but it came with a tag
I wanted to smile but I'm breaking my back
Put energy in just to get nothing back
I'm not falling asleep like an insomniac
I'm losing my patience
I stare at the ceiling, my life being wasted
But I'm never changing
Hope when you hear it gets harder to face it