Natalya Dave Malloy (Ft. Nikki M. James)

[NATALYA]
AND I WILL KISS YOU ON THE TOP OF YOUR HEAD
FOR THAT IS THE KINDEST PLACE TO PLACE A KISS
THE MOST REVERENT
COMPASSIONATE
AND DEAR

I AM A JOYFUL PERSON
AN OPTIMISTIC PERSON
BUT SOMETIMES I GET SCARED
YOU'VE BEEN DROWNING SO LONG IN YOUR OCEAN
WHAT IF MY BOUNDLESS JOY HAS A LIMIT AFTER ALL
AND I'M NOT THE ROCK YOU NEED TO SAVE YOU

YOU ARE IN A HOLE
AND SO I JUMP INTO THE HOLE
BUT I CAN'T GET YOU OUT
YOU ARE IN A HOLE
AND SO I JUMP INTO THE HOLE
BUT I CAN'T GET YOU OUT

HOW MANY TIMES CAN I ANSWER THE SAME QUESTIONS
HOW MANY TIMES CAN I SAY THE SAME THING
THE SAME THING
WHY DON'T YOU JUST SNAP THE FUCK OUT OF IT
YOUR DARK UNKNOWABLE DEPRESSION
YOUR FANTASTIC SPIRALING BLACK VOID
ISN'T IT PATHETIC?
ISN'T IT A CHOICE?
CAN'T YOU DECIDE?
I DON'T WANNA THINK EVERYTHING I KNOW THAT YOU ARE TERRIFIED I THINK