たかやん (Takayan) – 玩具 (Toy) (English Translation) Lyrxo English Translations

I want to run away from myself and this expression I conceal
In order for no one to realize how I feel
It's like forcibly gripping thorns with my palm
Even though I'm trembling embracing it, this one sided love It's on me
Kill, my ego can't see anyone but you

Looking back did he ever laugh? When I was wholeheartedly in love
He never did huh? Never turning to look at me, that's fate
If morning comes I'll be with a stranger, and tonight I'm with another dull love
Goodnight, disposable toys

It's only fun during the act
"I want to be loved" "I want to playеd with" , my two selves
You curiously entangling with thе opposite sex
And within a moment me getting jealous
Embracing these unpleasant feelings, it's so stupid
Breaking me as you please

One sidedly loving is just self satisfaction
My persistence will never reach you
Just from being desired, I feel happy
Somehow it's becoming a habit, only what's charming shines through
If I were to cheat
I wonder if you'd say you love me?
But in the end even if I weren't here, it's all the same to you