Scars on a Soul Boundaries

The weight of your eyes is exhausting me
What the fuck are you looking at?
What are you trying to see?
How much is enough for you to be pleased?
Trained to display myself, myself for everybody

Shoulders rounded forward, curled up in the corner
Tremors under my skin expose my hesitation, where do I begin?
It's so much easier to look at losses passed
Than it is to think about all the things I'll never have

We've done nothing to change the course
So we've been here before
Life doesn't give anything that time won't reclaim
Will you walk with me into entropy?
To live a life we find worth missing
The comfort of defeat

My mind and my motivations exist with this bitterness
I cannot hold on to desire, I resent all satisfaction
And its constant evasion in every aspect of my life
My heart and head, they glare like strangers
From this day until I die
I have survived past my means
I have survived despite everything
I live to bear witness to tragedy's limits