Build a Bridge and Jump Off It Ice Nine Kills

[Verse 1]
Lonely and restless on the coldest of nights
With these thoughts on my mind that keep pulling me down
I'm only fooling everyone else
So that everyone else
Turns their back, turns their back on me
So let go all these feelings that I'm keeping inside
Hold on cause I'm feeling like I'm buried alive
Lay back as this pain takes over me
Broke down 'cause my head is spinning outta control
19 years, and I got nothing to show
We're only getting older now

[Chorus]
This pain seems forgotten
But inside I'm rotting
I'm rotting
Thinking of all this time left to waste then die
The only thing I know for sure, is I don't care anymore

[Verse 2]
And when I'm gone
Well I hope you have the strength to move on
Angry, but I'm told to not complain
Recluse, but I'm better off this way
This is not what I want, but I'll just bite my tongue
Now I'm hungry (Hungry)
But I'm too tired to eat
Tired (Tired)
But I'm too hungry to sleep
We're only getting older now!