Staring at the Stars (From the Gutter) Diamond Dust

I was lost
Calling out for someone just to come
And show me love
Teach me how to function as a, a modern man
Without chemicals to fix me
I am just a shell
But the narcissistic ember keeps me
Holding out for something better
Drinking all the pain instead of
Facing up to failure
And stop blaming bad behavior

Because I don't wanna be alone
And I'm not ready to be told our love has gone
And never will return
Oh I, I don't want it to be over

Every night talking in my sleep to tell you
That I lied and I was just pretending to keep
Holding out for someone better
Drinking all the pain instead of
Facing up to failure
And stop blaming mother nature

Because I don't wanna be alone
And I'm not ready to be told our love has gone
And never will return
Oh I, I don't want it to be over
Because I don't wanna be alone
And I'm not ready to be told our love is gone
And never will return
I don't want it to be over