Time-Tested Rav

[Intro]
Time-tested, I could never trust my methods
Always undermine my efforts
On the outside, looking quite mild-tempered
On the inside, I fester (Three, two, one)
Wait (Ha ha ha)

[Verse 1]
What's my allegiance?
Why am I defeatist?
Hues behind my eyes are precisely the skies of Egypt
Alright, alright, alright
I don't like it, we try delete it
Deciding on not proceeding
Fuck tryna define an Eden
I think I need a brеak
Sick of the forest, sick of the pain
Don't bе alarmed, do me a favor
Take me apart and put me away
And set me free
Let me pause for the day
Count the scars in my brain
And the cards in my hands

I'm reassessing, I need a blessing
I need attention, depleted essence
I see no exit
I see you when you see I'm jealous
I seek for this needy depression to now cease
Beating my psyche with the frequent questions
You seem so comfortable in your skin
While mine never seems to fit
If I keep stretching, it’ll rip
And now I'm almost at the point
Where it seems sensible to quit
But maybe I could still learn something
I'll eventually forget, so