This Is Not a Phase Citizen Soldier

[Verse 1]
If you wanna know why I've been losing sleep
Look in the mirror the same way you look at me
Every time I spill my guts and you don't believe
Am I dramatic or dying? I guess we'll see

[Chorus]
This is not a phase (No)
I can't remember the last time I felt okay
So if you think that it's so easy being me
Live in my head for a day
And you'll see
No, this is not a phase

[Verse 2]
If you wanna know why I always hide what hurts
Listen to what you say when I'm at my worst
Every word is proof you're the one that's cursed (Hmm)
Will they kill me before you can ever learn?

[Chorus]
This is not a phase (No)
I can't remember the last time felt okay
So if you think that it's so easy being me
Live in my head for a day
And you'll see
No