Forever Alone Merkules

[Intro: Merkules]
I've been tryna drown out all these voices
But lately they don't got nowhere to go
I guess I'm a product of bad choices
But lately I don't want all that to show

[Verse 1: Merkules]
I was gone for a minute, but I'm back now
Take a blunt to the face, then I pass out
I'ma keep it low-key in the background
Quick flex, got a check, then I cash out
I'm hearing voices, these voices won't ever shut up (Shut up)
I can't ignore 'em, I'm pourin' shots 'til the sun up (Sun up)
I thought I told you I've mostly been just a fuck up (Fuck up)
Don't let no snakes in my circle, I never trust 'em (Trust 'em)
Workin' hard on my self improvemеnt
Swear to God, I'll invent the bluеprint
I told 'em all I'm the next to do this
I've been on the winning team and all the rest are stupid
Sometimes I get down on myself
'Cause I work too hard to fuck with anybody else
This rap shit is a full-time job
And I work round the clock, I ain't took nights off
I'm the bad guy, notice how the good guys lost?
Wordsmith for the verses, the hooks don't stop
Did dirt since birth when I pushed too hard
To let any of you motherfuckers take my spot, it's Merk