Never Realized $hinobu [Wuna]

[Verse]
Posted up at the corner in my Sailor Moon tee
Never knowin' nothing , blind to beauty I cannot see
I been needing your attention, actually, I just been stressing
All my plans never realized, bumping Runner's High!
High stress, that's what I'm feeling
No wonder I can't feel shit
It's always life is a bitch
Instead, let me climb out of this
Emotional rut cause I've just had enough
Self hatred and being out for blood
What's this all for when I already feel like a fail?
It's like going out to see without a sail, to no avail
Swear that's how it feel
Change is coming, swear I can feel something
But perhaps I'm just bluffing to myself and it's really nothing
So instead, I'm sitting here thinking about what could be
But I'm blind to all beauty, so for now I gotta make believe!

[Chorus]
Plotting and thinking but nothing ever happens
Trying and trying but I ain't ever happy
Plans going nowhere, living like it's do or die
Always lacking something, I'm never realized! (Never realized!)
Never realized! (Never realized!)
Never realized! (Never realized!)
Never realized! My dreams are never realized!