How Can I Regret 100 Demons

I guess it's been a year or two or three
I let myself forget who I'm supposed to be
Lived for myself no matter what was said or done
Didn't give a fuck if I offended everyone
Another day still lying in the gutter
I never doubt I'm better than the others
My actions prove me wrong every fucking day
Just watch me contradict every thing I say
I can't kick these drugs they're still kicking me
If I could leave it behind who the fuck would I be
Defined myself for years by the rules that I broke
Another drink and I'll forget
If I can't remember how can I regret
Another pill and I'll forget
If I can't remember how can I regret
Another bundle and I'll forget
If I can't remember how can I regret