If You Only Knew Leah Kate

[Verse 1]
Guess it's my turn, so I gotta get a couple drinks in me first
Maybe if I'm lucky I'll forget why it hurts
And maybe then I'll remember what we were

[Refrain]
(Ah) When it was you and me forever
(Ah) Part of me still wants to make it better

[Pre-Chorus]
I know it hasn't been easy (Ah-ah-ah)
And it don't feel like it used to (Ah-ah-ah)
Want you to show me you need me
So I'll pick another fight with you until you do

[Chorus]
If you only knew I just want you to get even (Ah-ah-ah)
It's kinda hot when you're so mad (Ah-ah-ah)
I've always kept it a secret
That when I fuck it up, I do it all for you

[Post-Chorus]
If you only knew I do it all for you (For you, for you)

[Verse 2]
If you only knew that last weekend when I didn't come home
I was sitting in my car alone, waiting for your name on my phone (Oh)
Never thought I'd do what I do to get closer to you
I just wanna remember what we were (Remember what we were)