Look Out Below Ekoh

[Verse 1]
And I’ve been waiting for a moment
With something I can say
To tell you I've been lying
I’m really not okay
I will just keep fallin'
Wait until I hit
And then I'm askin', "How’d I wind up in this place again?"
So I take another pill then I zone out
Tone down all the shit in my head but that voice gets so loud
That I can’t think, and I just wanna run
Like I’m never comin' back
And I really wanna to love
But I feel so anxious everyday
Wake up, can’t go back to sleep
Lay in my bed
Then turn on my phone and look at these people who better than me
I can start feelin' the old insecurities tighten the grip in my chest
They keep on sayin' that time makes it better, then why do I constantly feel like I’m less?
Don’t wanna speak up I feel like the only one having these problems of all of my friends
Is it anxiety built up inside of me, or am I dying? Is this how it ends?

[Pre-Chorus]
Or maybe that’s how real life is
I don’t wanna feel like this
All this shit I'm dealing with more heavy than I realize
And I'm slowing down, down, down
And I'll be fallin' down, down, baby