I Live With JayBZY!

[Chorus]
I can’t stop letting people down
It’s what I live with
Don’t like what I am now
I wish I was perfect
I don’t wanna be around
This pain isn’t worth it
It feels like that I was put into this world with curses
I get thoughts to hurt myself
It’s what I live with
Feels like I was born in hell
It’s what I live with
I know myself good and well
And I ain’t worth shit
I can’t stop letting people down
It’s what I live with

[Verse]
Everyday I hear bad news
I’m getting hurt, this ain’t new
I just wanna be with you
And I know that’s something I can’t do
I’m living life with guilt
I got scars all on my body, don’t think they can heal
And I been stuck in a loop, is my life real?
‘Cause if it was, then I’d be able to say how I feel
I been hurt all my life
So would it matter if I do the hurting this time?
I feel so numb, can’t sit in my room and cry
Looking to thе sky, saying “God oh why, oh why do I try?”
“Oh why do they leave and not say goodbyе?”
“Oh why say they’re proud if they’re telling me lies?”
“Oh why do I have no one when I cry?”
“Oh why am I excited, and they’re just acting dry?”