​fucking up ​thebreathingbackwards (Ft. Brody McKeegan & ​guccihighwaters)

[Chorus: thebreathingbackwards & guccihighwaters]
Fucking up, I know it ain't news to you
(Fucking up, I know it ain't news to you)
But it sucks, knowing I got used to you
(But it sucks, knowing I got used to you)
And I think that this might be it
(And I think that this might be it)
I turn all the love in my life to shit
(I turn all the love in my life to shit)

[Verse 1: thebreathingbackwards]
4:15, I got the shakes again, I'm used to it
Proper dose lamictal but anxiety abuses it
Useless as a safety net, it used to put my brain to rest
But now im wide awake, and I can't take it, grip a painful chest
And underneath: a heart, beaten down by all of my neglect
Try to swap my habits but I'm fossilized by my regret
Funny how the one thing that I thought could help, just let me down
I'll take it with a steady lip, and kiss the granite underground

[Chorus: thebreathingbackwards & guccihighwaters]
Fucking up, I know it ain't news to you
(Fucking up, I know it ain't news to you)
But it sucks, knowing I got used to you
(But it sucks, knowing I got used to you)
And I think that this might be it
(And I think that this might be it)
I turn all the love in my life to shit
(I turn all the love in my life to shit)