Can’t End Myself Insane Clown Posse

[Intro: Shaggy 2 Dope]
This is a tale
A long forgotten tale of wicked mayhem
A man whose own personal Hell was his own life on earth
So therefore, in Hell, he was granted just that:
Eternal life on earth

[Verse 1: Violent J]
I shot my wife in the head. I blamed the bitch for everything
She’s the reason I failed. It’s ‘cause of her I ain’t a king
I tried to carry on; I couldn’t. My decision: suicide
I put the shotgun in my mouth and with my toe put two inside
I felt my world shake. *bang* I felt my thoughts catch on fire
My skull exploded in my head. Tremendous pain was acquired
My body hit the floor. I felt cool air hit my brain
All the same, I still remain. My pulse maintain
I ran into the bathroom. I checked myself in the mirror
I had a bloody mouth, and plus the back of my head wasn’t there
I’m steady bleeding. I started freaking, ran and jumped through the glass
Some thirty feet into the driveway. I smashed at last, I passed
But not so fast. I’m still alive, and I’m driving
I thought about giving it up and going to a hospital
But then I seen a truck coming. Fuck it. I hit the bitch dead on
I walked away minus my head and an arm
I can’t end myself