I Hate Myself Pretenders

I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself
For being jealous
I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself
For thing that you can't see

I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself
For using other fellows
To blindside you to get inside of me

Believe me I'm not saying that I'm proud
To undermine and sabotage your scene
I wouldn't want to say some things out loud
But everybody does it and you know what I mean

I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself
For backing the wrong horse
I hate myself, I hate myself
I hate my masquerade of black and blue

I hate myself, I hate my reckless
And self-destruction course
And coming last conceding second best to you

And if on judgement day I'm told to make my way
To take a blasting residence downstairs
I look to see your fathers, who backstab their own brothers
Got a lighter sentence showing mercy and repentance