Lemon JubyPhonic

If it all were but another dream, how happy I would be
But I still see, nearly nightly, only you consuming my dreams
When I leave behind something of mine, I stop to go and find
Brushing dust from memories of you and I, put on rewind

Learning happiness is easy spent, but cannot be returned
You had taught me what I now see, as I look back and learn
With a hidden past too dark to cast away all on my own
And without you, maybe that too, would have never turned to hope

All the hurt and the pain I found
Sinking into me, deeply now
Found that nothing could hurt me more
Than what I feel now

Even all the heartache, all that crying
Even all the hurting, like I’m dying
I remember every second with you, and I loved it, everything
Even now remaining is that bitter
Scent of lemon, that’ll never leave
Waiting out the rain, I can’t go home until it’s clears away
Even now, you’re still inside, you are my light that never fades

Tracing out the lines, your back, inside a dark so deep and blind
Every last edge of your shape then, I can still see in my mind
When I’m by myself and overwhelmed with what I can’t accept
Falling down fast, from my eyes at last, my tears are all that’s left