Falling Apart ​late night drive home

[Verse 1]
And I know you want to end it all
A lot of shit that goes unsaid
Memories itch the surface
It's got a hold of your head
My fears squealed like a howling dog
And nostalgic tears with a clenching jaw
And slushy legs, so I fall to the floor
And no one can hear me through these walls
My shirt is drenched with my nervous sweats
Depression hits when you live like this
I feel alone, so I'll walk some more
The hardest part is when I'm on the floor

[Pre-Chorus]
And there's no choice but to keep on going
Half the time, I don't evеn know when
I have a heavy hеart, and it's falling apart
And I start to fall hard (hard, hard)

[Chorus]
When life's hard, I start to kill my mind
I'm killing my mind, I start to kill my mind
When life's hard, I'm killing my mind
I start to kill my mind, and I'm killing my mind