Who Is To Blame Merkules

[Chorus]
I've been lookin' for a place I can roll this weed
Heartbox heavy til you find it hard to breathe
I'm goin' insane.. but tell me who is to blame?
I'm trynna find a place I can roll this weed
Heartbox envy til you find it hard to breathe
But it's nothin' to me.. no, it's nothin' to me
'Ya all fuckin' with me

[Verse 1]
Runnin' out of money and my chick got me stressin'
I'm still growin' up, I'm trynna pick my direction
I've come to the conclusion not a this my profession
Obsession, still sassine, obsessed with perfection (It's hard)
And sometimes you need a minute, to take a hard look at your life and who's in it, I did it
And that's why I'm always nervous, and the only time I really talk about it through my verses
The wordsmith, I guess that what's they callin' me, astonishing, they act like I just went and won the lottery
But.. it's far from it, I still got a small budget, my team so mean on the scene, your squad rubbish
Ah, I keep truckin' .. I won't let nobody stop me, but don't mistake my confidence as arrogant and cocky
I put 'em to the side.. yeah, I'm wearin' out the laundry, you look into my eyes it's like you starin' at a zombie

[Chorus]
I've been lookin' for a place I can roll this weed
Heartbox heavy til you find it hard to breathe
I'm goin' insane.. but tell me who is to blame?
I'm trynna find a place I can roll this weed
Heartbox envy til you find it hard to breathe
But it's nothin' to me.. no, it's nothin' to me
'Ya all fuckin' with me