Scared To Love Parker Jack & Chyde

All of the mess that I made, left you to clean it up
Knowing that I could've changed, but wasn't strong enough
I blamed it all on you, I thought you'd give up
Knowing that I'm the one whose truly scared to love
All of the mess that I made, left you to clean it up
Knowing that I could've changed, but wasn't strong enough
I blamed it all on you, I thought you'd give up
Knowing that I'm the one whose truly scared to love
I've been, I've been down
All these thoughts in my head get loud
I get lost in sounds that remind me of how you fell
If I'm the only one, there's no one else above
That means that I'm the one whose truly scared to love

Now I'm sitting in my room
Question everything I do
Feel like I don't want to move
Like I don't really deserve it
Tell me where the proof is
I'm feeling like a nuisance
No, I'm not perfect
Am I a bad person?
I don't know if its true

I've been tripping over things that I would normally move
Its such a bad mood that its becoming normal to you
I catch myself inside of a mirror, now I'm dodging a view
Apologizing don't mean a thing if I'm not gonna change
And what's the point of moving forward if I'm losing my way
And making us both look bad no matter the day
I don't wanna be the person your afraid to claim
What if I could find us a reason to push, fight on, keep on breathing
I don't know if I can but I'll sure as hell try
I don't wanna be a person that you can't rely on