Happier? VonLeeShaed (Ft. Ocean)

Verse 1:

I just want you to be happy
And look at my face when you tell me you love me
Lately been me
I've been feeling disgusting
Been feeling ugly
Baby, I ain't feeling nothing
Baby I just don't feel like my self
Been left a pill for the lights someone else
Baby I'm broken in need of you're help
Ten different pills and none of them go work
Twenty more pills but I still feel the hurt
I feel like my lady don't want me no more
And my heart is so broken, so I drop to the floor
I cannot take all the pain that's in-store
Jump off the top of my body, gona soar
Without you baby, I'm dripping in blood
All that I want is continus love
I think about you with a smile on my face


Verse 2:

I know that I hurt you, you never deserved it
Go find a dude that who go make you feel worth it
Got my self hurting, an feeling imperfect
Sorry I left you, now feeling it myself
You were the only book left on my shelf
I'm thinking about you in the mist of it though
When I'm next to you, be the hardest I fall
I'm talking to you, why won't you look at my face
Tell me that you were loving me bae
Cause lately baby -
-I ain't been thinking straight
Thought of putting a bullet through my brain
And usual thoughts making me go insane
I'm thinking about you at the end of the day
I know you can't take all the games that I play
Got me wishing I could take all your pain away
I hope you know that I mean every word I say