The Dark Ethan Jewell

I cry alone in the night so you don't have to see my tears
And I'm the most unstable when I'm controlled by my fears
I hate how my body is so I avoid these mirrors
And I'm not so happy, things aren't always as they appear

The fog is slowly gone and it's becoming all so clear
The version of my happy self is no longer near
Feeling this way for the entirety of a year
So I listen as the sadness whispers things in my ears

I rip myself away into a lonely empty hole
And you take yourself away as I sell my whole soul
Digging into this deprеssion like a crying little mole
I fall down an еternal fireman's pole

Driving on this road alone it's already 3 am
My headlights try their best to push through the dark I'm trapped in
But the ghosts of the past stand ahead my racing car
They creep and they haunt and keep my thoughts and me from going all too far

My emotional comfort runs full out of gas
And I'm stuck here in the cold wonder how long I can last
So I bang my head to get the demons out upon the shattered glass
Hoping I won't survive this mental bash

I hike down this path and arrive at the witch's altar
I bow and worship this sadness that has become my martyr
She whispers in my ear why have you done this and what have you done
Why couldn't you have made the right choice for once