Life’s A Joke The Speaks

The clouds are out today, inside I'm losing
I think it's funny but it's not amusing
It's just a little thing that I'm abusing
Well I pray for sanity but I'm not gonna lose it

You want to worship me, well I'm an illusion
You give me sympathy but I'll never use it
It's just a little thing that I'm abusing
Well I pray for sanity but now I'm gonna lose it

Thinking about the days when I was young
And life was looking pretty
Hard to commit when all you think is life's a joke
Breathing it in when all you want is gone
And things are looking shitty
Hard to admit when all you think is life's a joke

You want to worship me, well I'm an illusion
You give me sympathy but I'll never use it
It's just a little thing that I'm abusing
Well I pray for sanity and now I'm gonna lose it

Thinking about the days when I was young
And life was looking pretty
Hard to commit when all you think is life's a joke
Breathing it in when all you want is gone
And life is looking shitty
Hard to admit when all you think is life's a joke