I (Still) Don’t Know How to Love The Drums

[Verse 1]
Did I die as a child?
And as a child did I die?
All thing things I learned seem useless
In the end

Did I cry as a child?
And as a child did I cry?
Oh, sad sadistic mother
And no one left to hold me

[Pre-Chorus]
There’s still a very real part of me
Like a tender baby
That’s still fending for himself
I’m still fending for myself

And still a very real part of me
Thinks no one can love me
I’m still fending for myself
I’m still fending for myself

[Post-Chorus]
I still don’t know how to feel love
I still don’t know how to feel love