Fucked Up Day Rittz

[Verse 1]
I got crown in my cup
I got crown, am I drowning
Migh-, I might, I might drown in my tub
This some powder, that Whitney
That powder's powerful stuff
Binge watching Power for hours
Man a power outage would suck
Even though I'm out of it
I don't think that I'm out of it drunk
I go outside of my house
And the front is cloudy as fuck
Fucked up 'cause the cloudiness caused-
Me to feel down, need to chill out
I can't crawl out of the dumps
A lot of drowsiness
I'm drowsy from the Valiums I took-
Earlier, five minutes later my neighbor came out and waved to me with his 9 year old son
Geeked up on a five-day-long run
And it just occurred that I'm shirtless with a gun inside of my trunks
I should go inside, I might've frightened 'em
So white I might burn
Put on a shirt, lеft herb in the tray
I had to skip on the blunt
Got rolling papеrs, changed the channel 'cause a sitcom was on
Did too many drugs to pay attention, thinking negative thoughts
Heart beating, panickin' ate my Xanax's and I chased it with scotch
Like fuck today