Lose It 360 (Ft. Ally Rendall)

[Chorus: Ally Rendall]
I don't wanna
Lose it
Holdin' by a thread, I
Wish I could forget, but
I don't wanna
Lose it
Scared of movin' backwards
Stuck inside a pattern
I don't wanna
Lose it

[Verse 1: 360]
Never thought I would take off (Take off)
Fly around, land in the same spot
As I said, it's about time when I get to cloud nine
But it only left me with brain fog (Yeah)
I don't care what the press say (Nah)
Everybody knows I'm a head case
I don't need a doctor to tell me
No x-ray can explain my chest pain
I don't know what I believe anymore (More)
Don't I know if I believe what I read anymore (More)
Likе the world's gone dark, evеrybody's got a gaslight
Tryna help me see through it all, and I see through it all
(Yeah) Waitin' for an apology
Got a better chance of makin' it with the lottery
Hate that I always wanna be on my own, now
I'm seein' anonymity taken as animosity
I understand if you wanna disown me
The last few years, I am not a good homie
There's a part of my shit that I gotta be ownin'
How I wanna be alone but don't wanna be lonely
Yeah, but I like to wonder
What life'll be like when I'm tryin' structure
Can I rise above? Other guys I love, yeah
Even though I treat phone calls like a private number
Know what I'm gettin' in my own thoughts
Went and made a fuck up like an iPhone chord
As I look in the mirror, couldn't be clearer now
We ain't seein' another eye in life at all (At all)
Lose it
Puttin' in the work, they can notice improvement
Listen to the words that I wrote in the music
Careful now, 'cause