LORD FORGIVE ME FOR THE PAIN I INFLICT ON MYSELF Pouya

[Verse]
I feel like I've been on the scene for too long
I'ma duck off one day when I get the balls
And they jump off my dick, let me live my life
Ten years in the game, think I earned my stripes
Who are you to tell me wrong from right?
Pull out my scope, enemies in my sights
Swipe the Visa all night, yes, I'm gambling with my life, baby
Made mistakes that I can't get away from
Lord forgive me the pain I inflict on myself
When that bullet connect with my brain
I'm sorry was all I could say, my pride was too big to be saved
These days I been chasing my grave
Baby Bone lost the grip on this life
Now I'm slippin' away, I'm fading away
To never return to seeing a day

[Chorus]
I don't wanna be run down, I wanna be somebody one day
Why the good days so hard to come by lately
Everybody wanna be famous, nobody genuine in my face
Nine millimeter on my waist, I don't wanna waste away
Wasting days, losin' time, losin' my mind, so hard to find
I don't wanna be run down, I wanna be somebody one day
Why the good days so hard to come by lately
Everybody wanna be famous, nobody genuine in my face
Nine millimeter on my waist, I don't wanna waste away
Wasting days, losin' time, losin' my mind, so hard to find