Anything is Better Than This Everclear

Strung out, coming down
Shaking break, super loud
Got an empty heart and a broken kiss
I wanna die, anything is better than this

I hate the way I feel in my skin
Yeah I think I have the drug uglies again
It's kinda funny in a sad way
Sometimes they think they are my only friends

I feel like I'm in a total eclipse
Where there is no sun, and there are no stars
Momma never dreamed my life would ever be like this
When I was safe in her arms

It feels normal when life gets difficult
Yeah it kinda feels like home
It all make sense when the world says no

I'm strung out, I'm coming down
I'm digging a hole in a wall of sound
No means I have nothing to give
I would rather be on fire
Anything is better than this

Yeah I really hate the waiting
I hate not knowing if it's ever gonna end
I really hate running in circles
I hate the fact I did this again