AVOIDANCE YAUX (Ft. ​​​​​​​rejectedreyna)

[Chorus: YAUX]
Ashy air never goes away
Every time I care, they never seem to stay
Can't see through my glare, that's your first mistake
I always seem to stop and wonder where I came from
Why the fuck am I so scarred right when the day is done?
Biggest fear is when I'm gone, I'm just another one

[Verse: rejectedreyna]
You made me scared of you, I don't know how to react
You made me fear myself, I'm lookin' behind my back
I learned from my mistakes, I always dwell on the past
I wish that things were different, now I feel I cannot relax
Dark halls, after all, I can't remember the fall
What you told me after dark, I sat and stared at the wall
A part of me was gone, then I was finally done with it all
A sweet release, they call it "Death," a voice just gave me the call
Sittin' in the dark, released right from the start
You hurt me bad, but, yes, I know that I did play a part
So let's just please restart, we haven't grown too far
You're sick inside your head, I'll reach inside your fuckin' heart

[Bridge: rejectedreyna]
I don't know how to talk to you
But the stars are tellin' me we have another chance
I don't know how to not get used
I have to let you go and give up yet another dance