Going to Die Nekrogoblikon

Through infinite dimensions
From far beyond the weeping cosmos
I have traveled
An endless, indeterminate quest
For but one simple truth

I cannot take this God damn lie anymore
And I am ready to die (it's the top of the morning)

I'm trying to live
A better life
I'm trying to live (I'm trying to)
Just when I think life ain't so bad
I'm going to die (I'm going to)
Die

Woke up this morning
Wanted to die
Just like every other day
So I took some poison I got from some guy
Whom I found on craigslist
Then I emailеd my family to say I was dead
And that I never lovеd them
There's only one small problem
I'm still alive