Descend Feeder

Sitting back I only wish
Today will turn out fine
And wash away the stain
The poison in my eyes
What do you recommend?
I feel my life descending
I'm falling out of reach
Catch me as I bleed again

I'm not insane
Can't reach the pain

If I could be all by myself
I could be me
If you could see
Live with my pain
The thoughts that I keep

I hate the way they are
Their patronising thoughts
Tried to get inside my head
Ask the questions I have read
But one thing makes it hard
Feel so fragile as I cry
So confused yet so alive
So abused
The system lied
They lied