​december. ​unknxwn.

[Intro]
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Valentine in December
You say you love me but you don't remember
My name, you cause me pain
All girls are the same in the end

[Verse 1]
Am I real? Am I fake?
Every path that I take always sends me
Right back to the start of the maze
Lost in a haze of the shit that was broken
I can't really say if I'm happy or hopeless
Fuck it, you think it matters, it doesn't, what does?
I can say for sure that not love
Every connection I had, it was all lust
Look at 'em now, they're so beautiful, all dust
Ashes of passion, could never imagine
That what really has would have ever have happened
From crying to laughing, from peace to me spazzin'
I used to have drive but I fucked up and crashed it
I'm still alive but I wish I could die
Told me the truth when I wish you would lie
'Cause sometimes the fantasy's all that I need
Real isn't something I'm ready to be