Unlovable Worthwhile

Trying to survive in a lonely world
The peaks are cold, and the valleys low
Steady rate to dissipate
It all gave way
City streets and parking lots
It's the same old scene in the same old spot
But when the stars come out, I think right back to home

That's me
Well I'm that long lost son
Home is where the heart is, somewhere I went wrong
I want back, so bad
I've lived, lost, and loved
Days change, but the patterns stay the same

Alive
Is what I tell myself
Cold hands, a heavy heart, sweat on my brow
Living life like I know how
Oh the pain to start home right now
When this world gets dark like hell
I try and tell myself:
I'm alive and well

That's me
Well I'm that long lost son
Home is where the heart is, somewhere I went wrong
I want back, so bad
I've lived, lost, and loved
Days change, but the patterns stay the same
And it feels like I'm in a fistfight for my whole life