I never loved myself like I loved you Dead Poet Society

[Intro]
I'm falling out of touch
'Cause I hate myself too much
No, I can't, I was never made to
I never loved myself like I loved you

[Verse 1]
I can't say I know
When I'm gonna shut down 'cause I don't
Remember when I told you
I could never show you, no
The state of mind that I am in
The hurricane I thought I lost you in
It's flooding through my bloodstream
Drowning out my heartbeat

[Chorus]
I'm running out of time
I'm running out of light
I'm running just to keep myself from bleeding out
I'm falling out of touch
'Cause I hate myself too much
No, I can't, I was never made to
I never loved myself like I loved you

[Verse 2]
I don't understand why I'm so afraid of who I am
Twenty seven years now
I've been tryin' to push it down
The self-loathing comes and goes
Heavy like the life I've always known
Maybe you could help me
Maybe you could show me another way out