Jezebel 10, 000 Maniacs

[Verse 1]
To think of my task is chilling
To know i was carefully building the mask i was wearing
For two years swearing I'd tear it off

[Verse 2]
I've sat in the dark explaining
To myself that I'm straining too hard
For feelings I ought to find easily

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Called myself Jezebel
I don't believe

[Pre-Chorus]
Before I say that the vows we've made
Weigh like a stone in my heart
Family is family, don't let this tear us apart

[Verse 3]
You lie there, an innocent baby
I feel like the thief who is raiding your home
Entering and breaking and taking in every room

[Verse 4]
I know your feelings are tender
Inside you the embers still glow
But I'm a shadow, I'm only a bed of blackened coal