​why don’t i feel alive? ​unknxwn.

[Chorus]
Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?
Why do I try?
When I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

[Verse 1]
Will I end in suicide?
These are things inside my mind
That I always try to hide
But it's hard to always fight
So I'll let it all be known
Show some things I've never shown
Learn some things you've never known about me
Evil in me
I've done things I'll never cope with
Might be bad to show this
I take back what I said
I'm keeping it all in my head

[Interlude]
We all lie daily
And the deadliest form of lying
Is withholding information
From saying
Keeping information back from someone you feel would be effected
So for example you may not tell someone how you really think or you really feel