FEAR ​demxntia

[Verse]
Guess I'm back on my bullshit
Ain't thought that I pulled at all but I kept on pushed
Now I'm proving em wrong, not that it matters to me
Need to prove myself right
Jumped the ladder so clearly I wasn't afraid of the heights
The only thing that I fear is what I'm capable of
[?] dissappear when I can't get it all
Too high up in tier, none of you rappers can touch me
I pray your voice got me here and it's very easy to love you

[Chorus]
The only thing that I fear is what I'm capable of
Why do you dissappear when push comes to shove?
Trying my best but I'm afraid
Blood on my hands can't be washed away
I hate when I sing into the void
[I'm about to] give into the noise
Trying my best but I'm afraid
Blur out my ass getting washed away!

[Verse 2]
Yeah
Hate myself so fucking much I think I love it (Think I love it)
Yeah they bury me six feet deep, I still need [?]
Drank so fucking much I think my feelings numb again (Numb again)
Hate or love it, ain't no difference
Still don't fuck with him
[?]
Staying low, wait it out
[?]
Like a million hearts lost [?] at once